All I care about is gold nuggets in my nose..

What a vast wealth of tender metalic chunks awaiting only time and effort to dig them out. I, luckily, am a patient and persevering man. To the MINES!

So for CA week my team won the trivia with very little help from me. Still I bask in the rewards given because I turn down nothing that benefits me (Its a pirate thing). I got my own personal container of Sani-Cloth Disinfecting Wipes! I chose lemon scented. They kill common household BACTERIA and VIRUSES. Plus the net weight is 11.9 oz (338 g). Survival here has reacha new competetive high. Before we use to compete for Tvs, Dvd Players, Gift Cards, and free Dinners .. But now we must compete for half abseneces to keep our jobs and sanitation supplies lest we become infected due to the unkept work areas. The holocaust begins..

Because they don't care if aggressive back alley roaches lay eggs in my lower intestines. They can't tell the idfference between the Hampster and the Hamptons. Its been nothing but 4 years of incestual racial hate and bigotry since I got here. All under the secret dictatorship of Henry Brinkman. The original puppet master.. but see if you remove and replace some letters it comes out to be Horny Satan and that means the Devil has a hold on me. On them. On all things deaf. The 6 percent Catholic in me is still warring with my 5 percent Prodestant over this. I also uncovered a secret conspiracy with the color choices of the building. The large blue new carpet is infact to breed a hidden fear of the ocean and the plain white walls are to keep our minds weak as white is the color of mental oppression which is why they use it in mental institutions.

"There was little time to document his first two attempts at ritual starvation as one lasted 3 minutes and the other less by a minute and 10 seconds.. are you gonna eat that?"

My never ending god complex instills a need in me to reach out and touch someone with the hopes of curing an age old distressing depression when sadness is quite a bit too much to handle seeing on the face of dying babies. The deaf ears ignoring everything I have to say and realization creeping in that if you had the secrets of the world and told someone they would probably laugh or lack the ability to listen and follow and so should anyone figure anything out the only thing you can do with it is nod your head while others try and and snicker at all the funny or awkward parts. No one takes silliness seriously as the contrast is too much for them to handle and I will master this technique long before they put my fat ass into the ground.

The relay has begun a constant flow of people old and new people out with a new flow of people comming in. Its not like a regular job where everyone really matters and each good person who leaves doesn't directly affect anything. They never LOSE anyone they just gain a new opening to be filled and I have watched low tide and high tide wash in and out on many occations. The combats of the people hardly even phase me and I guess I like it that way. Much to look forward to and no doubt I will lose more people and gain new people as the rest of my life plays itself to the bone. And if I can be like that ocean flushing high tide and surviving low tide the on going never ending rush of waters. I might just survive another 3 life times. I don't overly have much to lose and the few things I do have are prescious enough to follow to the grave. I am off today and the morning is slowly dragging itself into my bones and I feel human, good, alive, total existance.. Now if I could just set lazy aside before it completely sets in. *Sigh*